I really hate myself sometimes.
Whenever i go shopping, be it shopping malls or neighbourhood stores, i just can't stop my itchy fingers from browsing through the clothes. And this action has always landed me in trouble...i'll often end up buying something, be it bags or clothes.
Why can't i just walk away without looking ? All will be safe if i simply walk away right ? but no, i have to walk in, look around, and "bang"!, I saw something i like ! Doesn't that sound too familiar ? I think i really should exercise some self-control...i mean, i think every girl loves shopping....but i do know of girls who can really save..and not buy any new stuff....why can't i be like one of those ?
And to make things worse, i have to go for my monthly dosage of facials, massages, pedicures etc...and all these requires money ! Arrghhhh...all my money is gone in all these areas...and yes, not to mention my skincare products. I really dunno why i can't use normal pharmacy brands...i have to use branded ones. I think it's all in the mind....i mean, cleansers are just cleansers right ? they are simply used to get rid of the dirt on one's face isn't it ? But no...i have to spend such unnecessary money...
Seriously, my husband is not too happy about my spending habits. He's the exact opposite...he saves and saves...and i feel soooo guilty next to him. Even my mom knows he saves while i spend. I am thinking of having a baby, but if this carries on, how am i going to cope with a baby ? Where to get the money ? Cannot just give birth and let the baby suffer right ?
So, in order to have a family, i really must get rid of this terrible habit.
Maybe i should be grounded at home.
*Help*